Looking back at 2018 fills me with loads of contentment. When I was kid, I'd hear things like "just wait to you're older" and not in the good context either, more like, when you reach this mythical age of adulthood you will be swamped by the stresses of the world, with money problems and things that you'd never even imagine as a kid. Now I'm 34 and each year just keeps getting better and better. I have more control over my time, I have more vision to my direction and I just feel super happy and grateful to be alive! I'm so stoked for 2019. I was super eager to put away our Christmas stuff on boxing day not because I wanted Christmas to be gone just because I'm ready for the next chapter!
I successfully completed my year of blooms project (still have December to post!) It was such a great project to do, I feel like I learnt so much about gardening and flowers and just got deep on the nature appreciation tangent, which is exactly where I want my life headed!
Ben and I celebrated out 8th year anniversary and took a trip down to Brisbane
We visited Goma and saw the Patricia Piccinini exhibition
Yayoi Kusama!
I continued learning about gardening, set up a garden at our old place and a new one at our current home
To be honest about 70% of my free time went to this and I have zero regrets!
I didn't take as much film as I'd like but I did throw myself into a more active lifestyle, continuing it over from 2017. Lots of mountain climbs and bush walks and swims and I tried stand up paddle boarding for the first time and loved it!
I also gave the pottery a wheel ago and stuck with it until I was able to produce something half decent
I'm not sure if I ever shared on here but Gremlin's health took a really bad turn this year. After moving he developed feline urinary disorder which we narrowed down to the stress of moving into a new environment and change. There was a stage where we had to race him to an emergency vet and lucky Ben had the funds to go ahead with whatever was needed to save him. He now has to be on a special diet for the rest of his life and we just have to keep a super close eye on him.
I made some beach trips this year and added to my collection
I also devoted hours to watching youtube makeup tutorials so I could learn cat eye! Not an expert but I'm a lot better than I used to be! I also started growing out my bleached hair to let it recover and in the process noticed lots of tiny greys :P
Totally in love with my new room and the ability to decorate it!
Although I didn't get to go as much as I'd liked I still made solid efforts to go thrifting when I could!
We visited Ben's mum out in biggenden and his brother down in Port Macquarie earlier in the year
And I finished the year off creatively by making Spirit Yonis!
Every year I fill out a little questionnaire of my year (just for myself) which I save in a folder. One of the questions is, "what date remains etched in your memory?" and for me it's Nov. 14th. I don't think I talked about this on my blog but I finally found out I have endometriosis. I might do a big blog entry on it at some stage its just progressed at such a slow pace with many moving parts that its never felt complete to share. Nov 14th stands out in particular because it was my first time to have surgery and general anesthetic. Looking back it was a really amazing time in my life, it made me slow down and refocus and I'm really grateful for it and all the amazing free health care I received and continue to receive and Ben being around. I now have loads more clarity on my health an amazing feeling when previously I'd felt in the dark.
I'm 100% positive for 2019, apparently (according to Elizabeth Peru) it's going to fast paced creative year and one where you'll need to avoid the negative chatter around - I can do that, I think!
I wish each and everyone of you an amazing year ahead!!!
Wow what a year! Im sorry to hear about your endometriosis diagnosis - my best friend is currently healing from her surgery as well and it's a tough thing, but also CAN be really positive! She's been exploring her creative pursuits, and sounds like on a similar path with it as you are!
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Yes! It's been a great time to step back and appreciate that the health I have is actually pretty amazing, my sympathy for those who are battling constant pain! Creativity fills this lovely space in my life and I'm really grateful for it as well :) :)
DeleteSounds like you had an amazing year! I love your creative spirit. I'm also glad you were able to reflect a bit and find help for your pain with endo. Cheers to 2019 and all the adventures that lie ahead!
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